Romanticguy18

Love can turn a wise girl into a fool and a fool into a wise girl. Your problem is so big that I don't think I can offer help in a single post without crushing you with pointless what ifs and how abouts till what I truley want to say is lost in an ocean of doubt.

There are a few things I will bring up. One is that boys don't feel love as strong as girls, we do feel it, however the pull is easily mixed with lust and attraction and few times can we tell them apart. Remember you and Skye have been apart a long time, don't be suprised if the reaction is quite a bit less then you expect.

Second, don't move out and less you have a plan. Get a part time job and save up some money. Just jumping out into the world with no plan is like trying to swim across the ocean with no help.

My childhood placed me in the hospital a few times, from physical abuse. But I know that mental abuse is just as bad and hurts more and longer then anything done to the body. Even though your 18 now, as long as there is a roof over your head and food in your mouth you have a chance to succeed.

I don't want to keep writing or I fear losing your intrest, Heres what I would do. Stay at home, find a Job in fast food or a store, worry about school next year, save up some money for rent on a small place, keep working and attend school. When you do meet Skye be cheerful, tell him how great it is to seem him and act happy. Leave the past behind you, don't bring it up. Start over. Its the easiest way to do it.

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