My story....( I LOVE HIM)

**xoxsweetgirlxox** · 06-26-2007, 03:59 PM

Ok I will start from the begining. MY distant cousin ( he is the following: my grandfather has a brother than brother married and got a child and that child got married and had a baby...and this is him) came with his mom with us to this summer place for all of us to be together You know this was the 1st time I saw em since we were young. So we both grew. Anyways we clicked right away. We talked, laughed and I was like by his side all the time. Which is funny bec when we were younger wed fight. But when we grewup and saw eachother it was just so amazing.

SO after all of our familes hung out at their place, We all went to sit by the beach. (his mom and my mom and siblings) so first thing, we were crossing the street and he held my hand the whole way through. I knew at this point that I did like him. Anyways 2nd thing in front of his mom I was just sitting there brushing my hair and he came and like smiled and put his hand on my head and continued to walk. And when we were on the bus he hit my chair... he was kidding and then when I looked back hed laugh and smile. You know he was just so nice and kind. I really felt I could be me with him. I don't have to pretend to be someone I'm not. And u know just things like that. When all of us went to the beach wed throw sand at eachother. It was just so fun. So it was all like this for the whole time we were at this place.

Then his mom and dad and him came to vist us a few months later. He still was smiling and I know we both couldn't keep our eyes off of eachother.

Anyways since then I havn't seen them ( It been about three years), as i moved to Canada. I'm so crushed because I dont know how he feels. Does he remember? Does he love me?

I dont know...and thats what gets me so upset.
I had already told my mom, and she siad My God let it happen, and says he is a very nice boy.

I have been having dreams about him...He is just my LOVE.

I know well reunit again But I don't know if hes the same.
My mom though will call them and Im determined to keep in touch with them. His name is Omar hes my everything.
If only I had his email or anything but I don't.

SORRY for writing to long but 'Im just so sad. I cant help but remembering what happend. I remember every single detail as if it was yesterday. Anyways guys I don't know how I will continue I'm so upset. Im crushed from the inside. Im screaming for him everyday....

SO BTW his name is OMAR MAMDOUH. HES 18. and hes in college now. It's so hard loving some and and not knowing if they feel the same way.

TILL WE see eachother again Ill be crushed bec I know that hes my one that I want to spend all my life with. Its been 3 years and everyday I know that more and more.